i had a dream last night that I came to your funeral. but when i got to the door all i could do was look in. they didn’t let me in because nobody thought i knew you. I watched everyone inside grieve with a straight face and there i was looking through glass. so close and so far. it was the worst nightmare ever.
i woke up and realized i’ll never stop living part of the dream though. we live on closer than we did while at school and i couldn’t be further. i can’t keep aggressively ignoring this face. that ends today.
Chuck Palahniuk - Fight Club
if you can’t do it you’re probably right. stop telling me about it. I don’t think you’re anymore correct when you list all the reasons you can’t eat better. it’s annoying and it only makes me want to ignore your cries for help more. vicious circle huh? well get over it. if i didn’t think you’d get over it eventually I wouldn’t drop these truthbombs on you.